Friday, September 21, 2007

The Tingkat Food, 5th - 9th Ramadan





A short narrations with drooling photographs. Got no more energy to snap photographs every day b4 break fast. So these what we had from 5th to 9th Ramadan.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Rite Pizza - No Disappointment


spicy chicken tuna cheezy

n u wont regret it... i dont really fancy pizza but rite-pizza they are god-send!! so sedapppppp!!!!

Bulan Ramadan 13Sept - 12 Oct 2007



Ive all my meals plan.
Mon-Fri - catered tingkat food
Sat - Mumzy house
Sun - Mum in law's house (nak ckp ex tak baik arr, cos she tak pernah panggil i ex)
Haiizzzz,, m i becoming lazier n lazier?



1st Ramadhan, 13th Sept

Woke up at 430am to reheat food for sahur. Woke the kids up and i was surprised that we talked while eating. Selalunye we ate sahur with our eyes half closed. After sholat subuh, we slept till 630am and by 7am we were in the car otw to school then me to work.


I was having a full bladder otw to work. Thot of stopping somewhere to release it but lazy to take the trouble to exit out fm ecp. While I was driving at West Coast Highway, I thot oklah later West Coast Park, i will stop. But then my impatience got into me. All the way, fm WC, put on the OD gear, and vrrooommm, arrived office in no time seyyy.... But my eyes were looking left n right for the Encik TP. Arrived office and of course I was relieved that I had relieved myself... ahahhhaaa! if u know wat i meant lah.


Bz bz bz the whole morning, got no time to feel hungry or thirsty or worse sleepy. Then hit the afternoon, was a bit tired but no chance to feel sleepy. Good Good!!! Alhamdullilah. Berkat puasa.


Ive the company car for a month, 2.4litre SUV Xtrail. Chosen n test drive by me arrr. but of course not paid by me lerrr. hehee!! otw home thot of going to arab st to buy murtabak. called my tukang makan, abg and adek, but they said dont feel like eating murtabak lahh mama. I think they r too hungry to think arrr.



Arrived home and the tiffin guy sent the food already. Nice food. Alah dah lapar semua sedap. But seriously this guy tiffin food fabulous and sedap gilerrr oiii. His mum in the early 60s did the working n he does the delivering. Kat Melville aje kan, I think around 10 malay families ordered from him. Ok nothing much after buka except for sholat trawih n after that zzzzzzz.


This is wat we ate for buka today.

Beef with potato curry, mee goreng seafood, vege and epok2. Of course iwan cannot buka without his canned fruit. Tak lupa the makanan wajib "kurma". Oh ya, this year kurma special. Got it from Masjid Ba'alwie, alah yg the duta saudi arabia derma kat masjin tu. Memang sedap n lembut. Ok, enjoy seeing the food!











2nd Ramadan, 14th Sept

Another bz day in the office as usual lahhh. But make it a point to take the company shuttle bus to IMM during lunch time today. Alah, orang cher pi mamam, kita yg Mim ni pi cuci mata arrr. I bot one sleeky black shoes at D&C, shoes lagiiii!!! Then went to Giant bot mango juice for buka. Untuk buka time magrib tau.


Fetch the boss fm skool and gv his fren, Khairul, a lift home. Khairul told us that yesterday he buka roti boyan.. Lermakkksss budak ni buat air liur meleler seyy. So we stopped at Restu Tampines see if they sell roti boyan. But disappointed, no hep arrr.



Arrived home and the tiffin food is already here.
Today he delivered macaroni goreng, ayam

rendang, sambal goreng n bubur pulut hitam. Muaiii sey this caterer. Ok feast your eyes.


3rd Ramadan 15th Sept

Practically slept the whole morning and woke up for zuhur then did laundry then nap againnn!!! Wow!!! Kids and me buka at their granny's home today. But tak sempat arr nak take photos cos everyone couldnt dig in when azan magrib came.



4th Ramadan, 16th Sept

Kids wanted to have pizza for breakfast. so yours truly always obliged what the kids craved for. Ordered the tuna pizza and spicy chicken pizza from Rites Pizza. The Best!!!!!!! Those of you who are still ordering from pizzahut, wake up wake up! If u try Rites, u will curse yrself y u never order it earlier.


Ok, droollllllllllllll
Tuna Pizza with melted cheezzeeee Spicy Chicken for Spicy Mama ;)

















Saturday, September 15, 2007

u mess w my kids, u mess w me!!!

Why do all these strangers who hardly know my kids can accused them that they are insolent kids???? On top of that, they can tell the kids tt tu arrr your mother doesnt teach u is it??? What right do they have to say all these when it was their first time meeting the kids? What right do they have to mark my kids????


We were otw back home fm my mum's home when we saw this guy, Roslan, the BIL of my ex' wife. So ridhuan approached him and asked him if my dad at home, can we see him? U know wat he replied? U got no manners arrr, b4 u asked a person anything, greet the person first! Your mum didnt teach u manners is it?? So what yr mum teach u, teach u how to ask people like that arrr!!!! Waliao ehhh!!! He thinks im a fool of what! Will just keept quiet after hearing that! Sori arr ini makchic kontot will defends her rights arr... Well, i approached that ^*&^*% and asked him what did u just said to my son? He is insolent and his mum tak ajar! HArlow y cant u said his BAPAK tak ajar?? He refused to answer and I followed him till he was infront of my ex-flat arrr... OMG!! didnt expect that finally i was infront at his unit!


Well, as usual the occupants claimed that he n his wife not in. Entahllahhh, its not me who wants to meet him, harlow harlow your kids lahhh want to meet their father, bodoh gedabak... Then there is one lady at the door, gemukkk siakkk, eh tak baik eh i, asked me oiiii kau cari bekas laki kau eh? dia dah kawin lah dan kau sepatutnya lupakan the past.


Allah still lurve me cos I nearly slap that fatty bom bom!. I told her donkey years i knew about this affair, not even once i go to this rumah maksiat and confront u guys. U should ask your husband y im here.... cos of his mouth lahhh, so laser... Well as usual lah those people who got no more idea to attack, they will tend to threaten to call the police. I replied "Good, call now! If it takes for the police interference to get their father to meet them, be it!" U know wat "they slammed their door at my face!" Geram siakkk but when I turned n looked at my kids, my son grabbed my shoulder and spoke to me nicely, come mama lets go home. When i heard how softspoken he was to me, my heart melt and in the car, we just cursed n swore at those people. Release tension. But farnyyyy heheheeee!



After sholat isyak n terawih, I told myself y I did wat I nver done b4. Low class kan pi confront orang mcm gitu... I think i was too angryy.. Nilah bangsa melayu, if the kids turn wrong, they will never say BAPAK tak ajar, but MAK KAU TAK AJAR!!! I think that remark made my fuse blow...

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

THE DATINZZZ IN MY LIFE

MUMZY
She has never turn her back on me. Always there for me. I called her Mak. Mumzy is her petname. My sisters and me always tease her by calling her Mumzy or when one of us text msg each other talking abt mak, we always use her petname eg. hey, u going to mumzy house tonite? hehehe! stylo mylo jugak mak aku ni eh.
I can never repay her endless love, tolerance, patience and her strength is really enormous. Age is catching up with her. She's quite active but her legs are giving her problem. She walks slow now but her hands are very fast when she cooks and cleans.
Mak, please tell me how can i ever repay you. Nothing that me or my sisters do can ever match the sacrifices that she had made for us. Though im a good cook, im not even half her match. Makkkkkk, i cayanggggggggg u indefinitely. muakkks muaakksss!!!!

CRAZY SISTERS & COUZYSS
hey sisters n couzyssss, from the bottom of my hearts, thank you so much for being there for me. ya lah, like your encouragement, praises, yr kutuk, yr ever ready listening ears. And not forgetting your legs when we went shopping together. Put us three siblings and two couzysss together in a room and you can forget making appt with us on that day!!! cayang cayang the two of u.

My BabyKiut
I nearly wanted her out of my life while I was carrying her in my womb. It was not that I hated her but i just had her brother seven months b4 I got to know that i was pregnant with her. N i was too tired to carry on with another pregnancy in the span of seven months.Now, i cant live without her. She is just so awesome, sweet and a Godsend angel to me. Sayang banget dgn dia. Always giving me wet kisses. She is my daughter, Siti Aishah aka Adek. Ive been calling her baby since she was a baby, of courselah. She's 14 now and she still behaves like a baby. But i loikkeee. U know what, tarzan pakai cawat; nak tulis pen takde dakwat; she is the daddy's pet. when shes w the father, she is untouchable. if i scold her infront of her daddy, i will be scolded by him. waliao ehhh!!! but no matter how close the both of them, she will look for me for everything. whatever it is, she is the daddy's pet and shes proud of it!!!! urgghhhh!!!


MEN IN MY LIFE

DADDY DEAREST

BABA thats what i called him since i learnt how to talk. He is 71 now. Baba, I lurveee u so much. You are always there for me. I knew i gave u a difficult time when i was young. You were very stern to me and during that time i hated u alot. Fortunately, i came to my senses b4 my O levels and did u proud.

What can i ask for more from you as being my father? U never fail me, always there for me and a protector towards me n my kids. Allah send me the best father anyone can have. Recently, when you were diagnosed with 3rd stage kidney cancer, i was really devastated. Of course, i didnt show it cos i need to be strong for u n mak. It is my turn now to give u the best. Provide u with the best medical that money can buy!!! You turned to be an aloof person, refused to go for the surgery and honestly a difficult man :)! Where is my old BABA? Give back my old BABA! Finally, your three daughters succeed to pacify you to go for the ops.

I could still remember the time we wheeled u to the surgery theater. You were all quiet, clasping your fingers. Tears flow from your eyes. It hurts me deeply seeing u like that. When i kissed you, i could feel the wetness of your cheeks. Mak was devastated to see u like this. My two sisters felt the same too. You will be alright lah baba, nothing to be feared of ok, thats what i told you, remember? Alhamdullilah, the surgery went well and while u were recuperating, u were a nuisance! hehehehee! but we knew it was the pain that caused that. you recuperated well!!! and now started driving already.. steady ar!!!!!!
Baba, i know that u lurve me so muchhhhh and u always ensure that im well and ok eventhough im a big buffalo now. No amount of $$$ and love from me can ever repay the love and assurance that you have showered me. im your favourite kan, kan kan??? Well, me n my sisters will take u n mak for a holiday in Dec. You only to get yrself well and off we gooooo ok?

MY DARLING
DARLING thats the petname i gave him. He told me maaaaaa, please dont call me that infront of my frens. Do I care? I dont hehehheheeh.... notti mama. Gave birth to Ridhuan 16 years ago. What more can i ask for a son? He is well behaved, respectful, responsibility, good achiever. But very very lazy leiii. He never keep his room tidy and i always have shouting match with him over this. Sigghhhhh!!!! Thats teenagers!!!
Although he never admits, I knew that he lurve his only sister deeply. The way he takes care of her whenever im away, the way he stood for her when she was being bullied in school and the way he consoled her when she was really down. Darling, do well in your studies to achieve your ambition. My prayers always with you.

MY LIFE
Well he was indeed MY LIFE! Even in my hp, I saved MY LIFE in my contacts. Thats how much I worship the ground he walked. Ive devoted and pledged my heart and soul to you. Till now, no one can replaced you in my heart. We married young and I still remembered that we only have few hundreds dollars to our name when we first got married. We built and worked hard to achieve what we have now. Of course, arguements and quarrels could not be avoided in any marriage. From nothing, we have almost everything. The most valuable assets are our two loved children. Ive always treated you like a king. If you say NO, i wont dare to against eventhough i very much want to.

My questions to you now is Why abang? Whyyyyyyyy?????? Can you ever give me the answers??????

Sunday, May 20, 2007

my new swanky new office

last year, when my boss called me in and informed that we will definitely moved to Pandan Loop, my heart fell seyyy!!! Thats so far and worst of all there is no shopping mall nearby!!!!! faint faint faint!!! We are now situated in Great World City, it is so convenient to go anywhere from here and my favourite mall, CK Tangs is 5 mins away only by shuttle..




But after one year of drilling myself that I will be moving to PL, I am prepared for the relocation. Anyway, bukannye selalu i kat ofis...hehehehe!!! The day came Friday, 18th May, me, my three bosses relocated to PL office. Sighhhh!!! After finish unpacking that was late evening, I drove home w Ivy and it took us 1 hr 30 mins to drive fm ofis to home due to the evening jam... But what to do, thats life! Well, I will be away on overseas nx monday for two weeks so the next time im going to PL is in mid june. hehehehe!!! Slamat!!!!!

Well anyway the location does not matter so long as u have nice bosses that recognised your hardwork, pro-family and im proud to say that i luv my job even im here for donkey years already. And also a nice big office for a little lady like me sealed it all. lucky me seyyy!!! Alhamdullilah.

Btw, ive a very nice office compared to GWC. More spacious, swanky and class ;). Pandai my boss compensates my unhappiness w this swanky office. OK lah, tq u tq u, just work lah!!!

Thursday, January 18, 2007

AM I A FOOL???

you fooled me completely. u made others think im the blamed party for the split. the way u projected me to others it is as if im one ugly monster!!! what did i do to deserve for you to malice me? How could you do that to all our frens, neighbours and even acquantances that we met once a blue moon. Ive devoted my life and soul, u r my everything. putih kata u, putihlah akan jadinya.

name me one woman who woke up at 5am every morning so that she can prepare breakfast, lunch and dinner for her family to ensure that they hv hot meals when they come home. On top of that, she got to work in a stressful environment. u think im not tired??? im tired ok but do ever hear me complain???? NNNNOOOOOO!!!! since when huh i didnt come home? since when i left kids unattended? since when i hv boyfrens? since when i went to pub every nite? since when did i go out without my muhrim or frens u know. since when i shirked my responsibilities as a wife n mother???? answer me since WHHEEENNNNNN!!!!!!!!! harlowww, u think i got a chance to do what u maliced me???? ive to report to you min. six times a day fm the office phone and from the last phone call during weekdays, u will time my way home. If i m not home after 45mins, wouldnt u hunt me like an escaped prisoner??? remember this incident?, when ecp had a disastrous accident, i was stucked in a jam, u were at home on medical leave and u thot i was lying. Later, I found out that u asked your driver friend to really check if ecp is jam or not. Dont i feel hurt? of course i do but what action did i take? None None None at all!!!! So tell me now since whennnnnnnnnnnn did i do all those things that u maliced me??????

u left the marriage without a word, without an explanation n without a fight. After fifteen years of marriage, dont I deserve to know why you left me n the family? After what we have gone through during our marriage, dont I deserve at least a Goodbye from you? The least you could do is to utter the TALAQ at my face at least it can make me realise that you will be gone forever.

Thursday, January 11, 2007

MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY



i got married at the tender age of 21 and had my firstborne the year after that. Shahruddin, thats my husband name. The guy that I met two years b4 we got attached and now the father of my two kids. He is a simple guy but with a high ego (well, like any normal person with the male hormones!).

As we were young and just started working, we thot of delaying having children after marriage. Well, i guess we were both very fertiled that within two months of marriage, i was pregnant. bunting pelamin hehehe!

my pregnancy was the first for the two families. of course, i was treated like a princess at that time. lagi2 after we got to know the sex of the baby, it was a baby boy!!!. i was treated no longer as a princess but promoted to a QUEEN ahahahaa!!!! My parents had three girls and to have a first boy in the family was so exciting. What more can we ask for???

28th September, 1991, Muhammad Ridhuan was borned. A 52kg young mother gave birth to a healthy 3.9kg babyboy. My God, was he huge.... humongous!!!!! U know wat!!!! Tarzan pakai cawat and nak tulis ta[i pen takde dawat!!!!!!! Hahahahaha!!!!! Six months later, i was pregnant againnnnnnnnnn!!!!!! I was adamant to abort the baby but he said NOOOOOO, this baby must be a girl. My parents and parents were against it too. Of courselah, they semua orang warak ape. But it was me who has to carry on with the pregnancy. Memang dah masuk setan ar me tt time. Fortunately, I m came to my sense and decided to carry on with the pregnancy.

22nd February, 1993, Siti Aishah was borned. Can u you imagine within 17months I had two babies!!!!! Aishah was even larger than her brother, a 4.1kg baby with lots lots lots of hair..... My God she really had a lot of hair and she looks like Grace Jones! She has a flair of a singer seyyy too. She cried non-stop for 43 days but on the 44th day, she was calmed and ok till now. Now, whenever I look at her, I always hate myself for having the thots of aborting her at that time. She is now a sweet little angle and always planting wet kisses on me. So manja one!!!!!!