you fooled me completely. u made others think im the blamed party for the split. the way u projected me to others it is as if im one ugly monster!!! what did i do to deserve for you to malice me? How could you do that to all our frens, neighbours and even acquantances that we met once a blue moon. Ive devoted my life and soul, u r my everything. putih kata u, putihlah akan jadinya.
name me one woman who woke up at 5am every morning so that she can prepare breakfast, lunch and dinner for her family to ensure that they hv hot meals when they come home. On top of that, she got to work in a stressful environment. u think im not tired??? im tired ok but do ever hear me complain???? NNNNOOOOOO!!!! since when huh i didnt come home? since when i left kids unattended? since when i hv boyfrens? since when i went to pub every nite? since when did i go out without my muhrim or frens u know. since when i shirked my responsibilities as a wife n mother???? answer me since WHHEEENNNNNN!!!!!!!!! harlowww, u think i got a chance to do what u maliced me???? ive to report to you min. six times a day fm the office phone and from the last phone call during weekdays, u will time my way home. If i m not home after 45mins, wouldnt u hunt me like an escaped prisoner??? remember this incident?, when ecp had a disastrous accident, i was stucked in a jam, u were at home on medical leave and u thot i was lying. Later, I found out that u asked your driver friend to really check if ecp is jam or not. Dont i feel hurt? of course i do but what action did i take? None None None at all!!!! So tell me now since whennnnnnnnnnnn did i do all those things that u maliced me??????
u left the marriage without a word, without an explanation n without a fight. After fifteen years of marriage, dont I deserve to know why you left me n the family? After what we have gone through during our marriage, dont I deserve at least a Goodbye from you? The least you could do is to utter the TALAQ at my face at least it can make me realise that you will be gone forever.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Thursday, January 11, 2007
MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY
i got married at the tender age of 21 and had my firstborne the year after that. Shahruddin, thats my husband name. The guy that I met two years b4 we got attached and now the father of my two kids. He is a simple guy but with a high ego (well, like any normal person with the male hormones!).
As we were young and just started working, we thot of delaying having children after marriage. Well, i guess we were both very fertiled that within two months of marriage, i was pregnant. bunting pelamin hehehe!
my pregnancy was the first for the two families. of course, i was treated like a princess at that time. lagi2 after we got to know the sex of the baby, it was a baby boy!!!. i was treated no longer as a princess but promoted to a QUEEN ahahahaa!!!! My parents had three girls and to have a first boy in the family was so exciting. What more can we ask for???
28th September, 1991, Muhammad Ridhuan was borned. A 52kg young mother gave birth to a healthy 3.9kg babyboy. My God, was he huge.... humongous!!!!! U know wat!!!! Tarzan pakai cawat and nak tulis ta[i pen takde dawat!!!!!!! Hahahahaha!!!!! Six months later, i was pregnant againnnnnnnnnn!!!!!! I was adamant to abort the baby but he said NOOOOOO, this baby must be a girl. My parents and parents were against it too. Of courselah, they semua orang warak ape. But it was me who has to carry on with the pregnancy. Memang dah masuk setan ar me tt time. Fortunately, I m came to my sense and decided to carry on with the pregnancy.
22nd February, 1993, Siti Aishah was borned. Can u you imagine within 17months I had two babies!!!!! Aishah was even larger than her brother, a 4.1kg baby with lots lots lots of hair..... My God she really had a lot of hair and she looks like Grace Jones! She has a flair of a singer seyyy too. She cried non-stop for 43 days but on the 44th day, she was calmed and ok till now. Now, whenever I look at her, I always hate myself for having the thots of aborting her at that time. She is now a sweet little angle and always planting wet kisses on me. So manja one!!!!!!
As we were young and just started working, we thot of delaying having children after marriage. Well, i guess we were both very fertiled that within two months of marriage, i was pregnant. bunting pelamin hehehe!
my pregnancy was the first for the two families. of course, i was treated like a princess at that time. lagi2 after we got to know the sex of the baby, it was a baby boy!!!. i was treated no longer as a princess but promoted to a QUEEN ahahahaa!!!! My parents had three girls and to have a first boy in the family was so exciting. What more can we ask for???
28th September, 1991, Muhammad Ridhuan was borned. A 52kg young mother gave birth to a healthy 3.9kg babyboy. My God, was he huge.... humongous!!!!! U know wat!!!! Tarzan pakai cawat and nak tulis ta[i pen takde dawat!!!!!!! Hahahahaha!!!!! Six months later, i was pregnant againnnnnnnnnn!!!!!! I was adamant to abort the baby but he said NOOOOOO, this baby must be a girl. My parents and parents were against it too. Of courselah, they semua orang warak ape. But it was me who has to carry on with the pregnancy. Memang dah masuk setan ar me tt time. Fortunately, I m came to my sense and decided to carry on with the pregnancy.
22nd February, 1993, Siti Aishah was borned. Can u you imagine within 17months I had two babies!!!!! Aishah was even larger than her brother, a 4.1kg baby with lots lots lots of hair..... My God she really had a lot of hair and she looks like Grace Jones! She has a flair of a singer seyyy too. She cried non-stop for 43 days but on the 44th day, she was calmed and ok till now. Now, whenever I look at her, I always hate myself for having the thots of aborting her at that time. She is now a sweet little angle and always planting wet kisses on me. So manja one!!!!!!
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