BABA thats what i called him since i learnt how to talk. He is 71 now. Baba, I lurveee u so much. You are always there for me. I knew i gave u a difficult time when i was young. You were very stern to me and during that time i hated u alot. Fortunately, i came to my senses b4 my O levels and did u proud.
What can i ask for more from you as being my father? U never fail me, always there for me and a protector towards me n my kids. Allah send me the best father anyone can have. Recently, when you were diagnosed with 3rd stage kidney cancer, i was really devastated. Of course, i didnt show it cos i need to be strong for u n mak. It is my turn now to give u the best. Provide u with the best medical that money can buy!!! You turned to be an aloof person, refused to go for the surgery and honestly a difficult man :)! Where is my old BABA? Give back my old BABA! Finally, your three daughters succeed to pacify you to go for the ops.
I could still remember the time we wheeled u to the surgery theater. You were all quiet, clasping your fingers. Tears flow from your eyes. It hurts me deeply seeing u like that. When i kissed you, i could feel the wetness of your cheeks. Mak was devastated to see u like this. My two sisters felt the same too. You will be alright lah baba, nothing to be feared of ok, thats what i told you, remember? Alhamdullilah, the surgery went well and while u were recuperating, u were a nuisance! hehehehee! but we knew it was the pain that caused that. you recuperated well!!! and now started driving already.. steady ar!!!!!!
Baba, i know that u lurve me so muchhhhh and u always ensure that im well and ok eventhough im a big buffalo now. No amount of $$$ and love from me can ever repay the love and assurance that you have showered me. im your favourite kan, kan kan??? Well, me n my sisters will take u n mak for a holiday in Dec. You only to get yrself well and off we gooooo ok?
MY DARLING
DARLING thats the petname i gave him. He told me maaaaaa, please dont call me that infront of my frens. Do I care? I dont hehehheheeh.... notti mama. Gave birth to Ridhuan 16 years ago. What more can i ask for a son? He is well behaved, respectful, responsibility, good achiever. But very very lazy leiii. He never keep his room tidy and i always have shouting match with him over this. Sigghhhhh!!!! Thats teenagers!!!
Although he never admits, I knew that he lurve his only sister deeply. The way he takes care of her whenever im away, the way he stood for her when she was being bullied in school and the way he consoled her when she was really down. Darling, do well in your studies to achieve your ambition. My prayers always with you.
MY LIFE
Well he was indeed MY LIFE! Even in my hp, I saved MY LIFE in my contacts. Thats how much I worship the ground he walked. Ive devoted and pledged my heart and soul to you. Till now, no one can replaced you in my heart. We married young and I still remembered that we only have few hundreds dollars to our name when we first got married. We built and worked hard to achieve what we have now. Of course, arguements and quarrels could not be avoided in any marriage. From nothing, we have almost everything. The most valuable assets are our two loved children. Ive always treated you like a king. If you say NO, i wont dare to against eventhough i very much want to.
My questions to you now is Why abang? Whyyyyyyyy?????? Can you ever give me the answers??????
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